Been a few days

Monday Jan 20, 2009. A new President was inaugurated, it was a good
day. This country needs some new vision. I hope he has the wisdom to
not screw things up to much.

My wife and I also had a very big argument and I ended up leaving the
house. I was not sure where I was going, friends house? Back to
Canada? that is where I am from or to my in-laws house?

By the end of the night I was back home with my family and we had
dinner, afterwards my wife and I talked for many hours and we decided
to give our marriage a shot at becoming stronger.

I have an appointment with a group therapy next week for anger
management issues. I'm not sure how that is going to work for me
though but I am going to go and see if group therapy is for me. I have
the suspicion that individual therapy would probably be better for me.

I tend to make promises and not keep them, taking the trash out and
other things like that and it upsets my wife because she figures if I
am unable to keep a promise like that how will I keep the promise of
getting help for myself. It is a lack of motivation when it comes to
the trash and helping around the house.

I am committed to my well being and that of my family and I AM going
to get the help I need.

P.S. Going to take out the trash and help my wife with the chores.
Starting now. I promise myself.

My wife is going to see a friends band tonight, Think Pink. They are a
Pink Floyd tribute band and they mix in a few other favorites. She is
going with a girl friend and I believe her.

She has promised me that she will not be in contact with that other
guy anymore and I was there when she ended it with him. I also spoke
to him on the phone and made it clear to him that he is to stay away
from my wife. Stuttering chicken shit on the phone he is. I can just
imagine the mess in his pants if it had been in person.

So now I am at a starting point with my wife and it is up to me to
make sure I make good on my promises as long as she keeps hers I know
we will get stronger together.

I love you sweety with all my heart <3

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