Do I forget.

Recently I found out that someone I trust betrayed me.

I had decided to try and forget about it, as difficult as I knew it
would be, and move on. Again last night I caught the person doing the
same thing to me, even though they had promised not to do it again.

All the while I thought that we were working on rebuilding our
relationship. I was played for a fool. Did they think that I wouldn't
find out? Did they think that they could pretend to be a trusted
person in my life and at the same time continue to betray that trust?

Now I am forced into a situation that I never thought I would be in.
Do I forget about this complete abuse of my trust? Do I forget about
the total disregard for my feelings and the feelings of my family? Or
do I get the person out of my life, never allowing them the chance of
betraying me again?

The issue is complicated due to many factors, essentially whatever
decision I make ends up affecting not only me but my entire family.

I know that in the end, all this is for a reason. I am meant to learn
something from this, but I will not let it stop me from trusting
again.

I have to say I am not innocent in all this. I mean I should of been
more attentive and I should of " listened " when I was being given the
warning signs. Still I did not deserve to have this done to me. I am
the kind of person who loves forever but I also hate forever.

I don't hate the person, in fact I love them with all my heart and I
do want this to end in a way that we can move on and have a stronger,
healthier relationship.

I don't wish this on anybody. I just hope I can find the wisdom to do
what is best for everybody.

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